Exhausted

Such a tiring week. Oh Gosh, soo much to do yet so little time. Nooo, I have to do it and finish it perfectly. Every seconds is like gold for me. I need extra time. Seriously I need it. 

Here again another hectic week. Everyday, looking through same books, same faces, and same problems. I really really tired. I need help and the only person can help me is MYSELF! 

Statistics, Mathematics and Chemistry driving me crazy. 

I just feel like giving up, giving up and giving up when my brain loaded with soo much of stuff. But, my heart keep on telling, VIMALA DEVI , YOU CAN DO IT! YOU HAVE TO TRY YOUR BEST! And yet my heart always win. Weeeee:)

But anyhow, my family and friends is always there for me to give me supports and confidence to not give up. I really appreciate alot what my dad did to me. He non-stop giving me whatever I wanted to. When am failed once in life, he gave another chance for me. I really miss him now. I want see my father now. I feel lonely and my tears is flowing like tap water  without you beside me, father. :(

My mother, lovely women in my life who always comfort me and always pray for me when I told her that my syllabus are getting harder and am really tired of it.  I feel like lying on her lap and bermanja-manja-ing with her.  I really felt lucky and luckiest girl to have them with me. 

After I joined Inti, it has been fated to create a family unit there and is really happened in my life in Inti. I got my father, mother, sisters and brothers. Dinesh, my best buddy@my daddy. No words can describe him. He just God's gift to me who always non stop supporting me and always give me confidence when am really down. Most probably is hard for me to wake up again if he is not there with me. He really made me realize what life is and what future gonna be. Thanks Dinesh with all your words and I love you so muchie. weeeee

At this moments, I just want to be selfish. I can't help it. Its because of my future. I really want to achieve want I want. I believe in myself that I can accomplish it. I just want the best for myself. For that, I need to finish my first mission in A-level.

Another week gonna hit me with the same routine. No more sigh no more complain but am really tired, exhausted of it! Lolx

Have it back??

So many things had happened in this past few days. I really having a hard time here but yet enjoyable. But nothing can compared when I was in secondary school. Once stepped my leg in school, meet my friends and chit chatted, did duty as prefect, had soo much of fun in class, teasing each other, slept in class, ran in class, ate in class and GOSSIPING in class. After school, mom came and fetched and home made food was waiting. Aaarrgghh, thats was awesome life. Everything was soo perfect and I didn't worried much about what gonna happened next. I really enjoyed my life that time. Wish I could turn back to those moments.

But now everything has changed. Mom not sending me to college, have to walk by bus 11, syllabus are getting tougher day by day and have to crack my head everytime when am in class. No more fun around, but still because of my happening classmates am still cheering up in class. No more sleep in class, no more kiddo kiddo attitude. After class, have to walk back to room and am getting sick of eating outside food everyday :(...Uuuurrrggghhh...

But still am having great times with my friends when we meet up but not everyday. Trust me, its superb hectic life am having now. My lecturer said, Alevel is nothing compared once you enter degree level. FINGER CROSSED. There is traffic jam going on in my brains and I hope I could clear it asap. Math, Chem, Bio and Stat!!!! Seriously, I can't take this stressful life.

Total randomness:)

Friday was just a day pretty cool and awesome day. I had a great great time. Previous day, I have a plan to watch Eclipse which I was looking forward to do it. Anyway, I felt soo freak out, tensed up and messed up for that whole week, so, I NEED AN OUTING!! So, I called my buddies to go for movie and they said yeah, sure we can go.

So, on Friday Anesha came to Inti to settle her stuff which still left over. We still on the plan to go for movie after she finish with her work. After she done, I met her up and we went for lunch together. Meanwhile, Dinesh called us and told us 'come go to PD and will come back around evening'. I was like, WHAT THE HELL?? Seriously they are crazy guys. Initially I was like 'mahu tak mahu', but after had a deep thought, I went back to room, dress up and went to Seremban with Aneshaa by KTM. Initially, I was totally and seriously surprised with that crazy plan but yeah, its looks great plan. Dinesh came and fetch us from Seremban and we head towards to PD beach! It was a nice trip. I was soo exited and happy after saw the beaches around me. Friends, bear in mind The best part, I never thought of playing in sea water so never brought any extra clothes.
I was superb hyped after saw Thami, Kavin and some of their friends was there. Wooowww, its was really superb. I was just walked around and tried to hide myself in Dinesh's shadow. It was a sunny day thou. Hmmmm. Its was not nice at all when have to stand beside the beach and was looking at them playing. Haiz, wish I had bring an extra clothes. Weeeee, anyway Kavin was really wanted us to enter the sea. He came and pulled us and threw some sands on us so that we can get into the sea but sadly, he failed. And I really don't want to get wet. Finally, all these so called 'crazy guys' pulled me as they can and threw me into the water. I was screaming 'NOOOOOOOOOO' all the way but they were stubborn! OH GOSH! FINALLY, makes them happy. 

I had blast on that day! It was really crazy and turned up well and great! These are those people who always love to draw a smile on my face when am down. I really love you guys and I meant it. It was one of my awesome day with them which I'll cherish every moments. Am looking forward for more fun and crazy events with these people.

New Sem---Last Sem:(

It has been one week since I entered in new era that is my another new and toughest sem. Its quite exiting to start a new chapter in my studies but kinda bored since it was first week. Still in holiday mode, but after few days was ok and trying to isolate myself with books. I have to because as I said earlier its gonna be a toughest sem. Anndd, most important my AS results gonna released in just one month and two days time. I did my level best and just wait and see hw it goes. FINGER CROSSED vimala :D.

Btw, about my studies in this new sem, all seems like very hard for me. Like duh!! I have to put more more more and more effort on it I guess. Guess I have more free time to prepare myself  for next battle. Haha. Hopefully!

For this sem, Mr.Liam is teaching us chemistry which we expected. Hopefully I can catch up with him.

And the rest was normal. I gonna be a totally "ulat buku" for this sem. Haha. Its quite weird and I know about it, but I have to do something on it. A2 is getting into my nerve. Gggggrrr!!

Last friday I went out with my buddies Aneshaa and Dinesh. Suppose to watch Eclipse but ended up watched back up plan which was a really stupid and lame movie. Hopefully this week can go for Eclipse. Am soo desperately want to watch it... But I had a good time with them because meet them after a long period. It was first time we meet after a long duration I guess. Hahaha...And Kavin, please don't playback next time aite. Me missing you, hopefully can meet u asap!

Yesterday I celebrated my lovely, beloved dad's birthday. I had a really great great time with  my family. But am missing my sister, Nalni Devi. Sis, faster come back please. I want to chit chat with you till last nights and share our stories :). Dad treat us with such a lovely dinner. I love it soo much! I love you, pa! Hope u had a blast yesterday.

Thats was the great weekend that I had. Its was just random, but I had a nice ride.

More to come on this sem, hope its all good for me. I dont want put myself in stress and full of tension situation. I really cant cope with that condition. May God bless me :)

Have to drop my pen here because have to go and pack my stuff to go back INTI. And the best part, my dad is sending me back. Yay!! But, its soo sad to leave this place. I know this life have to move on and there is lotsa of obstacles to come. I have to face it. I gt no other choice as other people also. Anyhow, no matter what, my house is most comfort place for me. :). I will try to escape from Inti next week to come over here. Hahahaha.

Those Memories ♥

Suppose to write this post long time ago but everytime am blogging, I was emoing! Totally EMO CASE!!

Btw, this post is kinda about my third sem which I had pass through with all my hardships and gt sometimes I was totally freaked out with it! Its all because my AS exams. Hahaha. But in a way I had soo much of fun with my friends. Lolx.The amount of laughter and jokes that we had in class was soo awesome. Sometimes we did burst out laughing till the class end. That credit goes to me. Hahahaha. Annndddd lecturers always tell us that they like to teach our class it seems is not that bored and kinda happening fellas. And we can beg teacher to postponed any quizzes or any tests til the date we want! AWESOME RITE??

Here are some pictures that had a sweet memories behind it!

Those pictures was took in lab. After we had the last lab sessions in sem 3. Eventhough the lab sessions was from 4-6pm, but I loved it soo much because I can walk here and there. I can make jokes and the best part Miss Premah(my lecturer) always keep an eye on me if we do titration. BECAUSE I ALWAYS MAKE MISTAKES WHILE TAKING THE RESULTS---- MISTAKES= WILL BE BUSY TALKING TO FRIENDS!! LMAO!!! But I really had a good time with them. Especially my tablemates, Robert, Jin Yong and Chee Wei always be there for me if I do any mistakes! And this is the people who always help me alots in studies whenever am having doubt about it. When am almost giving up, these people are the want who always gives me support. I really thanks to them soo much.

Hahahaahahahaha...this is what we all will do when break times. Eventhough its just 5 minutes break, but still we have to place our head on table. Thats our natural and I guess every students also doing the same thing.!

Especially Miss Choo and Mr.Liam classes...Hahahahaha...

Those momets are just soo nice and awesome till we came up with exams...Hahahaha...normal aite..!!!

Til then,

Me:)