When she were young, her world were small and it revolves surrounding her only. She took advantages by being so pampered and grumped over things that never go in her way. She has never been scolded of the mistakes that she've done because she has always given the second chance to prove herself. And people did not blame her how she behaved because they expected she'll learn it by herself one fine day. She is a girl who used to get angry about little little stuff and hate people who touched her things even though its nomore important for her. She tend to do anything that she desperately wanted.
And all of the sudden, she woke up and realise that this ain't a world that she want and she should know more about it. This is not the right way that she should follow and make it as a trend in her life. Her thoughts about how she gonna be at the end of the day has been a question mark. She always been asking to herself "what should I do now", how am going to do that", "who gonna help me".
Sometimes, she feel this gonna be her pathway, she not gonna change it. She trust that she will success in this field.
Sometimes, she wondering whether is this pathway the exact way for her bright future and she couldn't find out what exactly she want, what exactly she want to do. But she desperately want something that can make her proud of herself.
All this matter of coufusion makes her lifes miserable till she feel like she is in cold blizzard island without anyone that could help her to find a way out.
I could manage to feel what she felt about her life because I felt the same way, and I wont be surprise if that girl could be me.
