Miserable, am I?

Rains keep pouring,

just like how I feels right now.

Cold and super duper moody.

I can feel the emptiness inside me, 

living in a total darkness.

I can hear those mind blowing songs, 

as that is the only thing can calm me down.

I can't see anything as am living in a very dark, dark hell.

and how am I suppose to choose which pathway am belong.

Where is my those high, prestigious dreams??

I scared, I worried.

JUST BECAUSE AM

ALONE,

can I make my dream come true, 

can I pass through all this pain and all those hard times by myself?

I have to do something.

Let the history not to repeats.

I have to be very patience.

Because I knew someday my dreams will come true,

as I will be given a chance to prove myself,

to say that I am not an ordinary person, but

EXTRAORDINARY PERSON.


I have to make a very wise decision.
A decision that can make myself happy &
my parents happy. 
Hand full of choices has given to me.
I have to choose wisely 
so that there is no regretness, and only
HAPPINESS.

I have to be BRAVE and CONFIDENT,
so that I can face every single obstacles. 
I have to do something for myself, and not for others.
At the end of the day, whatever I've decided,
I have to make sure am happy with it.
Because I realise a thing that,
ITS MY LIFE.

Angel

" Dream what you want to dream,

go where you want to go,

be what you want to be,

because you have only one life and

one chance to do all the things you want to do " 

O.N.L.Y M.E

At this moments,

I just want everything back.

Everything that belongs to me.

Those special moments that never ever fades away,

those laughter, those jokes, those night talks, 

those outings and the list goes on...

And, SADLY 

 only I felt this loneliness, nobody else.

I put a faith and told myself that

"everything will be fine, Vimala"

and I put a smile on my face,

but deep, deep, deep inside 

I still can feel the loneliness in me!

Sometimes,

Its hard to take away those tiny pain,

because YOU AND ONLY YOU

hurts it so many times and made it a huge scars.

But I can't hates you,

because of

 I LOVES YOU!

This feeling that hardly for me to find last time,

NOW,

its hunting me for every second. 

Am crying inside without anyone knows,

only HE knows.

I wish, wishh, just wishhh

there is end point for this loneliness asap.

But,

no matter what happen,

just remember I'll always by your side.

This is truly from my heart and

because you're my love.

I MISS YOU AND I LOVES YOU

 MY FRIENDS!!!