Its not the end!

Actually I suppose to post this msg earlier but since am busy this past few days, here goes another kinda emo post :).

Sleepless night! Hoped for the best but turned up bad. Really disappointed and upset with it. I should have done better than it and I know it well. I can't do anything now. Am tearing, its hurting. I put much effort but ended up this is what I gt. Now, I really don't know what to do. Am in confusion. Haizz :(.. No point sighing now. This was unexpected. As I said earlier, what has done is done. Hoping tomorrow will be better than today. This is what everyone telling me. Hmmmm, let see whether is true or not. I don't know how am I suppose to stand up and do it again. Am really gt no energy and sometimes just feel like give up with it. Anyhow, I believe with my beloved family and lovely friends courage, I will do way more better than this.

I know I hurts my parents, but I will try my best to heal that pain. I want to get back the confidence that they had on me. I don't want to see them with sombre face. Its actually my mistakes but I will try to get rid of that mistakes next time :).

Anyway, I dissapointed my father the most :( and he gt nothing to say about it. He manage to hide his sadness and I knew it well. No matter what, next aim of mine is to make my dad happy.

Nalni sis, you've been supporting me all this while and at this moments you still giving me courage to not give up ..Its not easy for me to accept it but thanks to you ...am gonna do much more better:) heartyoualot♥♥♥

Dinesh and Kavin, you both are just superb awesome dudes. Am happy to have you guys with me :). I knew I screwed it but you both really made me realise it was just small portion of lifes. More to go yet. Eventhough we all not together in same college, but you guys really care and love me soo much plus understand your daughter well, with all the courage words makes me to stand back and fight against failure :).

Dinesh, I knew you surprised with it, but that was fated and what has done is done. I have to move on as you always tell me. I always remember whatever you said to me. 'ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS'. Hahaha, its true indeed. I dunno how you manage to stand with all my tortures and complains. But one thing, you really gave me alot of lectures, sometimes I just get irratated with it. Hahahaha, but am very obedient, so no worries I will do it:) Thanks Dinesh.

Kavin, You always tell me since from beginning- Vimala, don't worry, you can do it. You are smart and you will be success in it. Awwwww Kavin, you really a sweet friend :).  Even you said Vimala Subramainam will join for degree next year July and will be a success nutritionist in 4 years time with the name Dr. Vimala Subramainam.  That really gave me strength to not give up in achieving my dreams. Hmmmm, am gonna miss you much after you fly off :(

Sangeet and Maleni, thanks for all the courage and encouragement that you all gave to me. I felling way better now :). Without you guys, am totally will be emo-ing the whole time :). Happy to have you both with me-)

This is not my end, I gonna continue my footsteps like them. I always wish that I can be one of them and not become like them. I will cherish every seconds that am having now. I know its gonna be a hectic time but I have to do it.

*winks*

I will prove it :)