Tears

                                              

I can't stop my tears.

Every single seconds am suffering.

Only tears can tell how hurtful this pain is. 

and am totally BLANK!!

Why among all, I have to face all this?

Why is me?

I want something that can make myself and parents proud, 

why can't I do that?

I doesn't mean to hurt you by not listening to you, 

but I can't let go decision that I made.

I don't want at the end of day I regret on something 

that I fail to do when I gt chance.

Maybe I made mistakes in past,

but that can't say what I gonna be at the end.

I don't want all my dreams demolish just

because I don't want hurt you all. 

I cares for your feelings, and NOT MINE.

Maybe you all will be happy, but I WILL NEVER!!

I don't know whether am being too choosy 

or am being too selfish in this matter.

SELFISH, STUBBORN and ARROGANT 

words that had chosen for me. 

I felt it and only GOD knows me well.

You all are just thinking to settle problem in fast way,

and NEVER THINK ABOUT ME.

Myself will never give up as easily as like that. 

I will stand behalf myself. 

Its a promise.