Gosh!!

OH GOSH!!

It is a miserable day for me, don't know why I feels so. But its gonna be a very superb boring day eventhough right now its just 11.20am. 

I gotta think a way to make it interesting, yeap I am someone who can't sit quietly yet talkative. But imagine,  having a terrible sore throat, its killing me. 

Ok, let put this story aside.

Come back to our main story. 

As usual, I woke up early morning and I starts to feel that today gonna be miserable day when its all about I start missing all my loves. Lazying on bed and starts to miss all single people that I loves the most!

A while later, I carried my body came downstairs, saw my brother was waiting for me, then I told him, "I dont think I can make it to office, and sore throat is killing me, so you carry on first"..  After sent him off, I went took my shower and cleaned house abit here and there. My sister came down, she checked out her lappy, took breakfast with her.

Ya today I purposely took leave just to accompany my sister and perhaps will plan some outing with her later on. Outing always make me exited eventhough am kinda sick.. LOL.  


Yeap, missing my loves! SO MUCH.. 
Perhaps when I start missing someone, somehow rather, I can see them online or either they will call me
My dad and my mom, oh no! I just met them like 2 days ago, this is like so fast, Vimala. Fuhh! 


My hommies!!  Faster do something on our dates. I freaking wanna lepak with ya people!
Its like whenever I miss those crazy fellas, I look back at those pictures and comments in facebook, as that can make me happy and laugh my ass off. 


This is what happened yesterday. Like usual, I went online, and OMG I saw this fella who I missed the most! Kavin the atrocious + sweet dude of mine. Its really hard to get him online as he has much of chaos to do, but yesterday I were lucky person. Hee.. 
My stress reliever, Kavin been my back through all this while, and ya till now eventhough thousand miles keep us apart. I appreciate his advises. My Anne lar he !!!
Oh God, I missed you Piggu!!


Dinesh the another fella who I am waiting to smack his face asap!!  Anyhow Dinesh, you were just right that lifes is not about what other people thinks about you, its about what you thinks about yourself. You was so true!! Now, I realised it. Thank you Dinesh. I can't wait to have table talk with you!

Anesha, semakin lama semakin cantik like flower lar she. She is so reconnected with me, so do I. Gotta catch up with her.. =(


Thenesha, more like my sister. I loves her to bits. Can't wait to meet her, and stories!! There is never less but more & more stories when being with her. She such a sweethearts lar!!

        Its unspoken how much I miss you guys. Totally rocks!!

                               I loves you ppl !!! 

Off - some!!!

I know myself haven't update my blog much and its because I don't have a patience to sit down and write down my thoughts. I am really lacking of time. So much of stuffs to do, but badly HAVEN'T TOUCH ON ANYTHING YET!!!


Currently listening to Devathai (Angel) by Sasi The Don ft Jaclyn Victor..


Yeah, this time its gonna be a long long post. Been a while since I post something here. Like I said, I was busy. *damn typical reason, I know*


Firstly, all I wanted to say that I really really having awesome means I really meant EFFING AWESOME!
They're SUCH A SWEETHEARTS..


Whose friends are always there when you're in trouble, calls you, consults you and say with a comfy voice "Everything will be fine", whose friend cares when you're in dilemma, whose friend spend their precious times to talk with you as soon as a message you send to them by saying "I need to talk with you", whose friend send a birthday card all the way from another country because for them you're a part of their family, whose friend really understand how desperate you are to achieve what you really wants, whose friend teases you like nobody's business, whose friend calls you with all kind of weird nick names "Coconut, Cow, China lembu, Vimmy, Momo..." and whose friend makes you realise that you're 20 years old, you have to do everything by yourself, not depending on others because he believe that you're capable to do anything by yourself and yeah whose friends is there for you, always? But mine does. A part of me.
My hommies. Truely, deeply, and madly in love with my true friends.

A card, all the way from India, planned by Aneshaa and Dinesh. I really never expect this from her actually. I surprised with what she have done, because till now nobody does this to me.
Those courage words, makes me feel better whenever I read the card again and again. She is such a sweethearts =)
And yeah Dinesh, who really insists to ask my house address, *am not joking* I thought he really wants to come my house. That is the reason he asked for my house address.  LOL. The way he said, really made me so.
An undescribable smiles, unspoken words, makes me go Awwwww ...




EFFED UP
Then, when thinking about the most important thing in my life, I'm totally screwed. I don't know whether what am going to do gonna makes them happy, but it will makes me happy. Am I a selfish person? Erm..
Because I believe, at the end of the day, I'm just alone without anyone, even my shadows will stop following me in dark.
I tend to forget what they have said, but I will never ever forget how they made me feels. 
Ya, this is something I wanted to say,
       "Nobody really cares when you're miserable, so you might as well be happy"

I really could feel that am not happy AT ALL. My life is not moving on the path that I have imagined. 

...and at this time, the worse part is when the person I have faith on, and I believe he could help me because ONLY HE can supports me, dissapointed me!  

All he can said was just, "I don't know" 

Eff, eff, eff!!!!

For now, I realise a thing that, not all the time we'll feel lucky,  sometimes life is fucked up, and it depends on some people how they want to change the way it is. 
So do I, thinks really hard just to make everything abit interesting. Hee 


I'm not giving up till I get what I want, am not the person who loves to be controlled and moves according to other people's instructions. 


Its time for me to get up all by myself, start a new journey, achieve what I wants and ya of course I have to say " its a show time", to show that I'm capable to do anything and EVERYTHING!