Time

Its December!
I didn't know time flies this fast, superb fast. Its stupid if I ask to rewind back times, memang I don't want! If can I dont want to rewind back what happened, either bad or good. 


December, last month of year 2011, lets see what it have for me.
2011, full of miserables and full of fun, maybe. 
Finally, another few weeks to start a new year again. 
I decided to come out from student's life for a year. 
Took me a year to make a decision, a very hard and tough decision thou. Another a month to go. 
And why now I feel like I'm on the verge of giving up, COMPLETELY.
I was way stronger all this while, but now I'm like giving up on all my dreams, on all my ambitions. 
I really need to motivate myself. 


Life's not as easy as I think, for all the things that happened to me, praying hard that something good will happen soon. *finger crossed*


Oh yeah, seems like my blog post for this year much lesser than last year.
Guess I'm more busier when I'm not a student. Haha.