Strumming My Heartstrings: Its all about....

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Its all about.... tahhh-daaaa (picture). Kavin is his name as known. Nothing much to tell about him because he is way too awesome friend for me. Anyway, for blog manners, he is known as very funny means sometimes it could be soo hilarious with the combination of Dinesh, sweet person and lovely dude. I guess because of those characteristics, he became my mother. Its sounds damn weird rite, but yet I still call him as my mother. Lolx.

A friend that I knew from the first day I joined Inti till now, it's almost gonna be 2 years. 1 year ++ with soo many unforgettable memories with him. Ask me what is most sweetest memories with him, I would say all the moments am with him and Dinesh. Most of the time, I used to hang out with Dinesh and Kavin and yeah they both really hilarious and I would say they both really *SWEET COUPLES* ( keep the imagination narrow, they are not gay). LMAO!!

Ok, I don't wish to write lots of craps, its just gonna be simplified and summarised stories about this dude ever since I know him. I hopes he reads it :D

A Glimpse Of Past where those sweet memories lies. All the cherished moments with him. Time can never turn back those moments, only pictures says a thousand words. My tears will rolled down when looked at those pictures and wish in deep inside my heart "how nice if everything start again" I wish there is backward key in life!!!

2009 JAN
*Unfortunately* I met this dude. Haha. First day of class, once entered in class, I saw an Indian guy was sitting at the last row with a girl beside him. I thought maybe they both are friends but actually NO. Initially, I doesn't bothered about him and nothing came across to my mind to get to know him. Of course, a girl originate from Convent secondary school, what to expect rite. Especially me who was kinda racist, but now I guess am not. Thanks to this batch of friends. I still remembered when Miss Cordelia asked us to intro ourselves, Kavin said he was attracted with the swimming pool in Inti and it mades him to choose Inti, but sad to say that he never been to swimming pool once also. Classes was going on as usual, and slowly I gt to know him, he used to hang out with us. After 3 weeks I guess, I gt to know Dinesh (fat), Viknesh (camel), Vinod, Abel and Shaun. We 8 of us used to hang out together and the amount of laughter we had, OMG, speechless!!

January was just nice for us to hang out and talked nonsense.Nothing much to say about it. And guess what, we never went out to any other place, it was all in Inti. *Good Kids*

2009 FEB

Birthday month... Birthday bash for Kavin.

Can see how he looks like? His birthday bash.
Hahaha, those eggs and flours. DISGUSTING!
Thanks to Vimala who was master mind behind it.
The plan was turned out well because he stayed over night, and yeah we manage to prepared everything just in time even though we was sad because we had our physics test which doesn't turned well.
Anyway those eggs and flours on him. Yaw. But pity him, he have to run like a cockroach to escape.

Guess what? The card that he was holding was done by *hrrmm* MISS VIMALA DEVI! It was just a birthday card that I dunno how the idea came out, but yeah he said it was nice. Total randomness. I guess the card is still with him. Lolx.. It contains lots sweet stuffs wrote by all our classmates..
And the next day, we had our Bio quiz but fortunately it was *open book quiz*. Hahaha. We doesn't bothered about it also.

2009 MARCH

Important month where I received my SPM results and he was with me on that day :D. Guess what we were doing?? We was rushing here and there to complete our MALAYSIAN STUDIES assignment!!! It was toughest and sulkiest assignment. Imagine, the previous day we had fun to max because of Indian Cultural Night and was hanging out till around 4am. Kavin called me around 5am to finished off the assignment, thought can pass up before 12noon, but unfortunately soo much stuffs happened in between so we delayed to pass it up and we lose the 5% bonus marks. And in that depression moments, I got to know my results. I don't know whether I should cry or smile, but the results was unexpected. My tears was just waiting to burst out anytime, but Kavin was there and consulted me, I felt way better :D. Thanks to him. But now, I will laugh at myself when rewind those moments. Haha. I should thanks to him much wei, his advises and his courage, a smile drew on my face. Not to forget Dinesh of course was with me.

And remembered I started to play counter strike!! Woohoo!!! Thanks to Kavin who taught me. Haiz, I guess am getting wild that time. :)

2009 APRIL

I never thought that this month was my Goodbye to my SAM classmates. But before that, we sat for our semester exam, I knew I screwed it but no point regret about it. After our finals, for the first time, we went out together to Seremban for a movie. How pathetic it could be rite ( for the whole sem, it was first movie we went for)... Hahaha. But it was nice outing with them.

And am missing everything that we did in class. Kavin and me always compete to answer Miss Cordelia's questions, some more he will count how many questions I and him answered. He also used to tease Miss Fatimah, "Did I or didn't I tell you'll to finish the questions"... Hahaha. And for the first time I said * I FELT SOO FUCKED UP* after Maths test, and it was eventually from Kavin..Lolx...Haha.

He and Dinesh taught me how to play pool too, remembered Kavin said my hand was stubborn when my palm doesn't get used to it... Hahaha.

Down the memory lane :]

Those pictures we took when we was playing bowling for the first time after the movie. Remembered girl power (me, Rohshini and Thenesha) won the game.

Personally I love this picture, nothing can alter this relationship because motherly loves and cares is way too strong.

I loveee this picture much!! When other ppl see this picture, the only comment they gave was " You all look like a happy family". Like Duh!!!

I gt Dinesh as my father, Kavin as my mother, both viknesh and vinod as my brothers and Rohshiny as my sister. Awwww-ness is increasing when I look at this picture. Lolx.

Those moments that I mentioned above was from 2009 JAN TILL APRIL, when I did my SAM for semester.. There is lotsa of memories behind every days when I was with them. If I would write any longer, I'd swear my tears will drop. Then, followed I dropped SAM and made decisions to continued by doing Alevel where am suffering right now..Lolx... It took me soo many days to made decision, and a bunch of thanks to Kavin who was there with me and consulted me, I do appeciate it alot. Kavin is always a good adviser in a funny way. Even though I left SAM, nothing can describe my happiness when I always received a call from him to ask how am doing and everything. It showed how much he cares about his daughter. In the spirit of awww-ness, Awwww! Could I gt any better awesome friend like him?

But now everything has changed, when I look at my phone contacts, the only person to call will be Dinesh for me to talk to. Sometimes I feel dead lonely when thought of you not here with us. Sometimes I feel so helpless and stuffy. Wish I can rewind those days. Seriously!!!!

Pictures speaks louder than words of how much fun we had together all this while...

Even though we no more together in one place, no longer classmates, no longer college mates, but we do keep in touch like for everyday. How glad am I to have him as my bestie.

This shows no matter how far we go, distance is not a big deal for us, because our friendship is way too strong for us to forget each other. But I missed, missing and will miss those days we spent together had fun. Those fantasy is just a while, but I will cherish it for every moments.

This picture taken when we went for Port Dickson trip just before Chinese New Year 2010. Tee Hee. It was just random because right after I took out my camera from bag, Kavin said "come take picture". Accidentally there was a long mirror on wall, he just snapped it. I love it thou. Haha

This was during Chinese New Year break when I went to Midvalley with my sisters. Kavin called and said he is coming with Dinesh to Midvalley, I said ok then we can meet up. But Dinesh *fortunately* playback, at the end only Kavin and Rancy came down. First time went shopping with my mummy, and he bought the NIKE shirt. Nice rite!!

Finally I made it to Reggae Bar after playback Kavin for soo many days. Hahaha. I was just randomly went since I gt nothing to do. I went KL to meet these dude and he brought me to whole places around his college. The most funny part about his college was the library. I couldn't stop laughing at that moment. And I gt to know some ppl over there. It was nice of them. Btw I personally kinda don't like that place, so much of distraction. Sorry dude!

The second visit to Port Dickson. Total randomness. Those dudes made my day :) I wish I could go back to those days, it was unspoken moments. Time was nicely spent beside beach, with the friends plus laughter and joy. Awwwww life was wonderful. How I wish.......hmmmmm....
Sometimes I feel soo jealous of myself to have them as my family. how lucky am I right? I'll always cherish this moments because only I know how much memories inside there :)

Tahhhh Dahhhh...Dinesh's birthday!!
We never celebrate much since all of us was busy with our college stuff. But we did something that he can cherish for whole his life.. *over*.
And more than enough when Kavin came down all the way from Kl.
Anyway, as usual I did the card which I manage to done it in 2 hours time * proud of myself*
Annndd I love the card soo muchhh!! Awwwww-ing for myself! The card was large as his size...lolx
The frame was totally gorgeous and beautiful. The frame shows how we manage to create this fairytale with a wonderful history behind each and every pictures.
Dinesh said he do appreciate it alot. :).. Bangga-nyaaaaa!!!

I guess this post sooner will come to an end. Hopefully, soo many stories to write but yet there is minimal space and time for me to write all the single stuff.. Anyway those pictures was really meant alot to me. We never fail made those days awesome and am grateful of it. Is always like whereever they are, the moment of course its funny. Am always a happy child when being with you'll. BUT NOW......

All I wish

is just

wish you were here with me!!!
to collect back those memories and
create another book of lovely friendship!

And this is really special for this dude :
Kavin, nothing much for me to say,I guess those pictures plus my words is enough for you to know how much I appreciate this friendship. I know as you do it too. Just wanted to tell you since you are far far away at Russia, take good care of yourself, study well, eat well and play well too. After 6 years, you will be a successful doctor aite. And as you told me, your daughter will be a good nutritionist too:). *pray harder* FYI, 6 years time is not a short period, but yet I just wish.....wish you are here with us! Anyway, momo don't worry, we always one in heart ya. No matter how far you go, even you forget your daughter, I'll always remember you because you are my bestie who is hard for me to find. You are one in million KAVIN SIVAJANAM!! Keep in touch dude, all the best! Sometimes its unspoken how much I miss you, Kavin mother. *can't wait to see you soon* Daughter already missing her mother! We might not have spent ur last few days here together, but ur distance with me now, I can feel it already. I always miss those days when you used to come Inti but now everything will be just in dream. Btw, take care my mummy, stay strong man! When the world falls apart, or when you feel you're alone, just remember you family is just a call away, so your daughter too. :)

Mother with the daughter. .Awwww....

I can feel motherly loves over there. :)

I love you my mother!

You never fail to draw a smile on me when am down.
You never stop giving me courage.
You never fail to fulfill all my wishes.
You saw the best there was in me.
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach with all your advises and courage.
You gave me faith because you believe I can do much better.
Wish there is a word to describe this friendship.
Thanks Kavin for being there with me all this while and always cheering me up :)