Wishhh....

Everything has changed.

Nothing is permanent.

Nothing can remain as it is.

And I have to accept everything.

Everyone has a wish mostly is about the future, but mine at this moment I just wish...wish you were here with me.

Recently, am just not being myself. Am not keeping myself in track. The most I hate is I get emo very fast. My tears will easily roll down. I can't control my feelings. Am getting weaker and weaker. As soo many people leaving me drastically, especially my friends, loneliness is keep hunting me...:(

Am just wondering what happen to a girl who was soo strong, who can control her feelings, who doesn't show out her feelings, who was happy go lucky girl, who can laugh till lungs out...??

And this changes is soo obvious till my dad and mom ask me whats wrong with me, why I sound weird.. Wishhhh I gt answer for that questions!!!

Here goes the story why am writing this post... 

Yesterday, as usual I was talking to Dinesh. But awkwardly, most of the talks was about family, and that moments I was really really missing my sisters. Imagine, the people that I very rare miss, but yeah now I missing these people. Damn!!! To tell honestly, all this while I never miss much any other siblings other than my second sister. Maybe because she and me close in a way or maybe we have the same characteristics. I have no idea about it. 

I believe that, distance makes the relationship stronger, and its happen in my case. As we were close when we were together last time, but now we getting much closer.

Sometimes when am back to my house, I can feel the emptiness without my both elder sisters and my brother. There goes the havoc when everyone is back for holiday. I can see clearly the wide smile on my father's face and how exited my mother is. For the day to come, I've to wait till my second sister back. Now, I cant wait for her to come back, 1 month more!!!!

Wish I can rewind those days when we were together under the same roof, share the same food, share the same jokes, share the same happiness and sadness.....Hmmmm

 *Nowadays am wishing alot larrr, soo much to wishh* lolx