Not much to say when. . . .

I'm the person who complain much about lifes

I'm the person who easily gives up

I'm the person who always being selfish

I'm the person who always wanted the best, but at the end I can't do it

I'm the person who always think about it, but there is no action

I'm the person who always think positive initially but turn up to negatory

I'm the person who wanted to be someone at the end of day, but there is no hardwork on it.

I'm the person who always being too social and never gives important to one and only ALEVEL

That is the reason I couldn't being THE BEST all this while.

I always think that I made a mistakes and regret about it, but yeah, when I see there is not only me doing that, I feel abit better. But I know that am just being an useless daughter by not giving what parents expecting from me. I feel am  not bringing any benefit. Uuurrrggghhhh, I could do it better if I gt faith on it. YA I CAN!

I wanted to join my degree as soon as possible, I want to be someone as soon as possible. I don't want delay about it. It s all depend on my final exams that I gonna sit on this coming October. Hmmmm. I don't want to dissapoint them over and over again. 

Not much to say when I saw not only me being like this, there are people who worse than me. But I know everyone will be someone at the end of the day. Maybe today, tomorrow, next year or after few years. 

But if we gt faith on ourselves and interest on what we doing, I believe there is no chance for failure.