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I suppose to spend time with them. Because I knew after Raya break am gonna totally indulge with my books.

So I thought can go out with them the whole day, have fun, have laughter together, wanted to create another memorable moments, but yet everything just pull me down when they said can't make it. I was damn angry with them!!!! Why everything that I wish will never happen? Am soo angry with myself.  It has been soo many times.

It was a promise to bring me out. When there is a word said "I can't make it" , acc its hurts me alot, am damn disappointed. But yeah, I forgive them because I do love, care and understand them well. Even I forgive them, there is always scars left, which I will always remember it. I keep my faith on it because I do trust them much, but why you all never keep the promise??  I believe you all will never put me down ever, ever and forever, but I guess am wrong. Its not always. You all can't imagine how exited and  happy I was about it, but you all just break the promise. Its ok, there is always forgiveness for a mistakes :)

Am not too overreacted about it. I just wanted to see you all since it has been quite some time we never meet, and just wanted to have fun after I had soo much of stressed mode over here. I miss you all!!!