This past few days am really feel disorganized and felt soo unhappy. But I don't know why am behaving like this. I kinda gt the answer but seriously dunno is because of that or not. Hmmmm...am really speechless...
Yesterday I had a very terrible dream, but I dunno what it was about. Once I got up, I was totally freaked out. All of the sudden, I gt scared thought about my future. I was blurred. Had thought of my future is kinda scary man...GOSH! No kidding...I seriously have to move on and I knew that I cant stop here. Its all about me and only me. Am totally diluted thinkin about that...hmmmm!
I always wondering why people always have problems and not me....am always happy with myself with what I did, what am doing and what am gonna do...=]
But it was totally crap...I really feel soo depressed...something is bothering me. I feel like everything is in mess. Oh Gosh!..
I feel like something bad gonna happen. I always hope the best for my friends. I never even thought of losing any of them and I really scared if something happen in between us. But now the feeling is haunting me. Why?? why??... I love all my friends which I treat them as my family member. I always hope that I can hold their hands till the last breath. Anyway always think positive that no such thing gonna happen. heeeeeee=]
Now am really confused, perplexed, everything...
totally speechless~~~~
Just hoping everything will go fine..
till then,
heavyhearted girl=[
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