Lonely (•̪●)

Is this want I want?? Am gutted..am confused...I seriously don't know what am doing..

I dont know what my future gonna be, what am I interest off, what am I gonna do and....seriously am speechless and afraid of it..=(.. I have to think about it..

Sometimes just feel like I gt no guts to move on.

Nutrition and dietatics??

OR

Dietatics??

OR 

Biomedical science??

IMU??

OR 

Uni of OTAGO??

OR

UNISA??

I feel like sitting beside the beach with my favourite musics..I want to be alone..just me and only me...

This past few days I really had bad feeling.

I cant take it anymore..uuuurrrrggghhhhh!!! Sometimes it really hurts when think about that...I want to have some peace of mind. Seriously!!!!!!! 

Am gonna lose everything =(  Am not a loser, I want to be a winner!!!!!!!!

And at this second I realise that, I have to move on and hack everything that is unnecessary for me. I also realise I have to be independent and not always depend on my parents and friends. I believe to have faith on myself. Only me can change myself.

Anyway happy news!!!! Am happy for all my friends. Seems like love is on the air for everyone. Happy for you guys. As long as you guys happy is more than enough.

Sometimes I realise that am like a bird in a cage that dont have freedom at all. Its like cant go here and there, have to stay in one place. Hmmmm...is happening in my life now. I cant tell here and cant tell there. Am stuck between all of them. What am suppose to do??. But whatever happens am going to be myself. No doubt about that.  Everything will be between the inner me and the outer me. Heeeeee...=)

till then,

Scrambled up girl....